every cloud has a silver lining.

gahhh...
i wish i had more focus. damnit.
i wish i had studied harder.
i wish i wish...

ya right, if wishes came as easily as i thought it would, i would be some pretty, rich, successful, carefree yadah person by now.

but im not so damnit.

GAH.
i need to focus, but my mind just drifts off to some where or other.

on a lighter note.
i like clouds, just today when i was walking my dogs. i saw some clouds that had a swirling shape? it was so so so so so nice. and if you take note, during morning assembly, clouds are nicer. but now that we've changed places, the view isn't that great anymore.

majestic clouds. how liberating.

take me away, fly up high, above seas and oceans; above all the wonders of the world, sit me in the middle of nature. in stark contrast to studying, i want to enjoy the best things in life. haha.

oh Lord, help me.
( i wish i went for fire convention, everyone is saying that it's SO good.)